I’m farfetched and assured, 

Like gleaming laughter on lost strings,

Attend a call to a swallow in deep spring. 

Opening up like clouds on a summer day,

Love is too powerful a word. 

May she’ll dance and sing with a free hand. 

I don’t know. 

I’m not scared. 

But I shall not runaway, and I shall not call.

For summer is my season I know, nor bad is fall. 

Like the neon interjects out of the dark, 

I shall whistle like a vagrant on a street.

For I’m lost. 

I dream of an empty street.

Hear Americans calling out to me.

In the distance with a smile.,

Like an extinct sunrise.

By dreams in young flourish

I thought I saw it all…

I have seen a lot in my long, long, life,

but never have I seen,

A scene so serene.

I have always dreamt of boats,

But never have I looked upon,

A ship so sad and forlorn.

I have heard people mourn,

But never have I gazed on,

A soul so tortured and alone.

I thought I had seen it all,

But I guess I was always wrong,

For I have never seen this in my long,

Long,

Life.

I thought I knew war,

But now that I think again,

I have never seen so many dead men.

I thought I knew joy,

But never have I heard,

A laugh so full of mirth.

I said that I had felt what was hunger,

But never have I seen,

A man so starved and lean.

I thought I knew it all,

But I guess I was wrong,

For I have never seen this in my long,

Long,

Life.

Happier

Tangerines and grenadine and margarine. 

I have been.

Far from home on an ancient summer day. 

Those days were the epitomes of rock and roll.

We must dance and if we must be happy.

We loved. We left. We wept.

Those songs I wrote were like pieces of distant dust,

With the strange beauty of their own but never to be seen and never to be read. 

That ole’ guitar was made from brass.

Yet its taste was that of glass.

I felt like it was a dream,

only to be confronted by the witty joking face of reality.

I was fed up no less. 

Yeah- yeah-yeah: oranges and tangerines

Stare at hills in the past,

Tear yourself apart.

Gaze at the star-filled sky,

Look at the butterflies wandering by.

Hear the musician weep

As he sings a lonely beat.

Here the joyful chirp,

Of a sparrow who just gave birth.

Now break down, yes, break down,

Break and never join again,

Like a vase shattered in the floor.

Here the goats bray,

As they eat in the glowing day.

Slap yourself till your hands break,

Drown yourself in a bloody lake.

Find your inner-peace and smile,

Walk down a busy road for a mile.

Creep down the street,

With ever silent feet.

Look at the beauty in yourself,

Be an open book in an open shelf.

Now break down, yes, break down,

Break and never join again,

Like a vase shattered on the floor.

Now I don’t have much to say,

I am going crazy,

I am mad,

And I don’t see what’s wrong with that.

Smile

Smile. Go crazy. Go mad. Go where you want to. Hit the drums hard. Slap the wall with an empty hand only to break it. Move about like a mosquito. Hit it. Forget it all. It’s hard. It will be harder. Go, find your friends. I will be there in a while. We will meet. We will do what we are born to do. We will not crack. We shall invade. Fight. See ourselves in a mirror. Guess it all.

Streets and towns. Sunsets. beauty. Be ugly. Smoke in the pouring rain. Murder. Light a street lamp and carry it home. Be strange. Take a walk on the wild side, once again. 

A sad turn in sweetness

A silence prepared like broth, conceived like life bathes me. I have nothing much, a body, a soul covered in chains and chuckles, and perhaps a few personal belongings. My intensity goes round dark corners, my love around broken alleys. My thoughts are like a drowned milky music, played over a vintage piano with crystal white keys and broken strings. Like abstractions and poetry, like murders and bloodshed, like the sweet scent of unintelligible verse pardoned by discarded neglect. The sweet sound in the night of a familiar soprano voice, like a terrible dream whistles. That is how life is, like a chocolate; bitter when it is dark, sweet when its skies are white. The afternoon hasn’t gone, but only in my dreams.

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Ordinary

Why have I not dared myself to see,

The sad sad reality.

Why have I let myself be carried away by that mesmerizing fantasy.

Why have I forgotten to shiver in the cold.

Cause I’m desperately happy. 

Too indecent to live like an ordinary being.

It’s bad to be repetitive but it’s worse to be ordinary,

But being ordinary is not a sin. 

I don’t wonder if I really am a good poet. 

I just write. 

I don’t care if I sound like an old woman screaming.

I just sing. 

Too the ordinary, I seem extraordinary and strange,

But among the intellectuals, I am a singer.

Cause I’m desperately happy. 

Too indecent to live like an ordinary being.

It’s bad to be repetitive but it’s worse to be ordinary,

But being ordinary is not a sin. 

I am too bored to live. I’m not about to kill myself. 

I’m despised by a few, I shall not underestimate myself.

I’m not good looking, I’m neither good sounding.

People don’t always mean what they say.

I have not much to bray, 

So screw me.

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